Do you think i'm goodlooking jus like other girls?

I'm 27yrs old, natural redhead, milky white skin, which i hate showing cus i never look good in a bikini ( only ever wore a bikini once) hazel-brown eyes ( see my 360 pic). I keep myself natural but most girls always look so glamourous and fit. i look plain and boring. I can't curl my hair its too thick, i've never had a manicure, or false nails. my boyfriend thinks i'm the most insecure person he has ever met. but all girls are, aren't they? i'd to be y like a glamour model, but i jus don't think men fancy me. i want an honest opinion. natural seems boring. even cheryl cole spends 100,000 on beauty therapy. i don't have that money. i have 18mth and about to drop the next one, plus i'm a nurse. people jus think i'm too pale. i want to know what both men and women think of my appearence? do you like the look of me?