I want to know things...about being the goddess..and what Jesus thinks about that....?

I want to know things about being the goddess...created by Jesus to be His...and things interest me like crazy... I want to know the things that enchant me with Gods beauty..I think that Jesus is as interested in my magic as I am... the magic that flows from the life in and of all things...spontaneously,freely flowing...I feel magic when I see Winnie the Pooh and their story...and I think Jesus made angels more like beautiful fairies as well as big dudes in white robes. Whats wrong with that ? I still love Jesus totally....I think the Holy Spirit also lives in laughter like a cloud that He has made His home in....What is wrong with that ? Nothing I think. I think He goes with me and my friends and sits with me in a magical beauty and mist as I sip exotic teas and drinks in youth hangouts downtown.