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Change your phone number on your cell phone and have nothing more to do with him.. Tell your mother.. you can have him arrested if you want to go to the police.. Tell your present BF what happened he will understand better why you act traumatized.. and get help from a self help group of girls and women who were d. Often the councellor there is a woman and quite often the councellor does this work at a self help center for victims because she too, was a victim of either molestation or ... and the girls and women there will all have a similar story as yours they all were molested or d and you will just be amongst females and you can talk about what happened and they will tell their story and the councellor there has psychological knowledge and will try to help all of you to be able to come to terms with what happened.. and then you can go on and live your life.. it will leave a scar but your life won't be ruined if you go and talk to those people. look in the yellow pages.. Self help groups for victims are in every bigger town and they can even become friends and are all very supportive to one another as you all share the same fate.. you were all victims of .. xxx Talk about it and you will feel better.. you will find closure and you should tell your mom and your BF as if he loves you he is worried and he will support you and understand you a lot better if he knows why you have problems .. if he knows you were raped. xxx