Why do I (loser) always give it away to the REALLY hot guy?

okay there is some confusion here. first you need to get a grip on yourself. you may look ten but your personality can loom large but you need to work on that. be open and funny, make friends and conversation. join a club at the university. as it relates to the guy just have conversations with him, you already have a common goal to start with which is the cl. get to know him some. the more friends you build the better you'll feel just be safe and carry yourself with confidence, knowing you can achieve or get anything you want.